I have been on a bit of a blogging hiatus for a few different reasons, but frankly the main one is that I just haven't felt like dealing with what my life has looked like for the past two months. Mom got sick, got better, then got sick again and on November 28th, the day after her 54th birthday, she died. I've had a really difficult time with this to say the least. It's not like I didn't know this day would come, it just seemed so sudden. More on that later probably.
2012 has been one of the best years of my life and also the most challenging. I have loved every second of being a mom and never imagined having so much love in my heart. I have also struggled with feelings of inadequacy and thoughts that I am not worth to be Ellie's mother. I guess every mom feels that way at times.
All in all 2012 was wonderful with the exception of my mom's death, but I am hoping for a fantastic 2013.
Happy New Year everyone.
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